A Wife and the Disposition of Alone - What is Intimacy?

As a female person, how well do you find your disposition of ALONE?  Are you well in the ALONE?  Is the disposition of ALONE knowing an intimacy of opportunity the time for being at the disposition of ALONE?

My decision as Virgin was that of the Celibate Christ and as I rested with the 17th Sunday of Ordinary Time and found our Lord leaving the crowd to set apart for being ALONE, I was at rest with the disposition of intimacy determined with ALONE.

My patroness, St. Teresa of Avila had a bookmarker and wrote, "Let nothing disturb you.  Let nothing frighten you.  All things come to pass.  God never changes.  Patience obtains all.  God ALONE sufficeth."

My desires have always come to a disposition of ALONE and the intimacy is determined.